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well theres been a lot of changes, my fiance broke up with me out of the blue last wk, spent a day 2gether but he doesnt seem 2 want 2 get bk 2gther cos im apparently 2 much wrk. i miss him n love him yet h8 him 4 making me feel so shit i just hope this doesnt cause me 2 binge eat cos ive dont that in the past!! well im guna focus on seeing friends n keeping things casual with my ex/finace dont even know what 2 call him! :S ive lost another 2 lbs!!! yay! i cnt believe it!i weigh 8st 10lbs now yay! my bmi is 21 but im still a 10 in tops n a 12 in bottoms really wana get that 12 dwn 2 a 10!! ive started 2 actually notice the weight loss now n cn feel that i feel thinner n my clothes arent as tight my next mini goal is 8st 7lbs im guna take it slow n aim 2 lose this within the next 3-4wks cos of everything else that is goin on at the mo. cnt w8 2 reach my goal weight of 117 thats what i used 2 weigh, then my even bigger goal of 105lbs! xx

so another 1 lb’s gone, ok so it’s not much but ive been having a bit of a piggy week haha. but its the 1st time ive seen 8st 12lb on the scales so yay! feel good im now only 7lbs from my starting weight before i put on 18lbs

I havent been on this website since august! My laptop went and I couldn’t come on then I’d forgotten the name of the site!lol :-/ trust me! but im back! and i actually finally have lost some weight!!! this is a big deal cos all the times I’ve tried I’ve given up. Well i tried after joining the website and lost about 5lbs then i fell off the wagon but 2 my amazement didnt put the 5lbs back on, then recently i tried again and lost more weight im now 8st 13 so just under 9st and ive wanted that 4 ages!!now i want 2 get bk dwn 2 8st 5 that was my starting weight b4 i left school n put on nearly a st n a half! so my next mini goal is 122lbs so got 2 lose another 5lbs, I really hope I can do it! I also measured my waist and it was 26inches ages ago then went up 2 29inches n now its bk 2 26.5inches!! yay! feel so proud of myself 4 the 1st time ever!

Did quite well yesterday, only had about 800 cals so not bad! wanted to eat more tho of course lol. So hungry at the moment round my fiances and havent eaten a single thing all day other than a small packet of crisps, waiting to have dinner, cant wait!hehe. feel good that I havent stuffed my face like I’ve wanted to, feel like I can really do this : )

I’ve sort of tried losing weight before but my problem is that I’ll force myself to not eat or to eat so little that after a few days I give up and just go back to overindulging! :-< But i hope joining this will make me a lot more succesful and help me reach my goal weight! going to try to think positive and not obsess!hehe. I’m going to a wedding soon so I really hope to at the very least be past my mini goal, I hope to lose about 6lbs in the nx 2 weeks. Wish me luck! : )